Dilemma

We both like you
She wants to go out
I want to fuck
The problem?
She’s my best friend
And, oh yeah, so are you
She wants to be serious
I just want to have some fun
You don’t seem to be quite sure what you want
You say you don’t want to date her
But only because you don’t want to lose her as a friend
All three of us know that friends dating doesn’t always work
Friends fucking has a better chance of ending well
Doesn’t it?
Even if you and I make being fuck friends work
Can she live with knowing?
Shouldn’t have told her, but now it’s too late
We haven’t done anything yet
Not really anyway
There’s still time to go back
But would I be changing my mind for myself?
Would she believe me if I said I changed my mind?
Would you?
Would I?
If I wanted to date you, you’d say no
For the same reason you said it to her
That doesn’t bother me
At least, I’m pretty sure it doesn’t
Everyone seems to think it should
Should it?
You were leaving for school
When we finally admitted to all this
Two months until you’re back
That’s much too long to think about this
But how can I not?

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